I just got home from São Paulo (yes, I went there once again… I love that city). It wasn´t much, but I loved the idea of getting out of town for a while. And since everyone else is doing the same, I thought – why not?
Anyhow. Onto more serious subjects…
I won´t be a hypocrite. I did read all the comments you guys left me on my last post. My first reaction was anger. I was SO angry at myself. How could I let this happend… once again? Who was I trying to fool – but myself?
I probably wouldn´t have noticed anything wrong if it wasn´t for you guys. ED was taking over, and I didn´t even see that. This is what scares me the most. I feel like I have no willpower against ED. When it decides to take over… I´m just a toy in its hands.
I know what you´re thinking. “JUST EAT IT! IT´S NOT THAT HARD! JUST PUT THE DAMN FOOD IN YOUR MOUTH!”.
And what´s worst – I know you´re right. It´s as simple as that. Eating. Chewing. Swallowing.
I´m sorry for taking your time. But I need to let it out. I FEEL STUPID. THE STUPIDEST PERSON IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD.
(Oh, gosh. That feels good.)
But, anyway. I just wanted to thank you all (once again) for opening my eyes. Waking me up. And, let me tell you, that wake-up call was really necessary.
Thank You, readers. Thank You, bloggers. Thank You, anonymous.
The trip to São Paulo was pretty good. I did have my fair share of fun. The event my Mom was working on (Bradesco´s Walk and Run for Longevity) went great, even a few small celebrities showed up. Me and Bruna shared some good laughs.
I´ll just post some highlights of the last few days… Before, during and after my trip.
Whole Wheat Quiche, Pasta, Chicken Sausage, Steamed Veggies (beets, carrots and chayote)
6” turkey breast sub with olives, pickles, cucumber, lettuce and mustard on the whole wheat bread with an Iced Tea on the side
“Pastel de Forno Integral” – whole wheat dough with Ricotta and Dried Tomato filling
Falafel Sandwich – hummus and veggies on the side – with Iced Tea
Hotel Breakfast – toast, turkey blanquet, fruit salad, papaya and milk+chocolate powder
Passion Fruit Popsicle
Buffet-Craziness: roasted veggies, chicken ravioli, gnocchi with tomato sauce, heart-of-palms slices, ginger, tabouli and grilled tilapia (the garlic bread was my sister´s)
Plus a slice of cheese quiche.
Plain Yogurt+granola plus a fruit salad
Salmon Quiche with a Mushroom Salad
Mozzarella-Eggplant with Tomato Sauce
Zucchini Calzone with Pesto Sauce (Iced Tea on the side)
Ginormous Turkey Breast and White Cheese sandwich with whole wheat bread
Smoked Salmon with White Cheese and Pesto Sauce on Ciabatta Bread (that´s 1/3 of it)
Turkey Breast and White Cheese Calzone
HUGE salad: lettuce, turkey breast, broccoli, cauliflower, heart-of-palms, cherry tomato, gorgonzola, buffalo mozzarella and cooked beets, with a lemon-mustard-yogurt dressing and mango slices on the side
WARNING: These were only the highlights! That´s not everything I ate on the last few days – far from it!
I´ll let you guys know how it goes – but I can tell you my mind is my number #1 enemy right now. It´s hard work, for sure.
See you lovelies soon!